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| wow, this has been a crazy couple weeks. Camp was fun and tiring! It took 2 days to catch up on sleeping time and i still am tired to death. wow! well, i have accomplished to lose a friendship, cain on, die, live, be happy, be sad, be mad, and want to kill people all in one week. this is horrible. my life is just blah........ but hey, things happen. i am actually really happy with my life, but the small derails is what gets to me. This is just how i express my issues. anger. that is not the right way, but that is how it goes. that is what i do. i am trying to work on it.if any of you would pray for me...like anyone reads this, but pray for me.. that would be great. my mood is like the weather currently...raining, sad. i am just in a mellow, not wanting to do anything, tired mood. but lately i have noticed that i have been really tired. i hope it goes away soon because i am getting ready to go to australia and it might not be a good time if i am tired the whole time. i hope not. wow. australia in 7 days. i will be gone for a month. a whole month. i am gonna miss everyone sooo much. i am planning on keeping a journal for each day and then coming back and typing it out on myspace and xanga. so everyone knows how trip was. the bad times and the good. well, i got to keep packing...bye!
-Amanda | | |
| OMG. This is all stupid. He is mentally retarded. He says he wants to be friends then goes off and does stupid stupid. I don't know what to do. It is really dumb. This just adds to all the crap. People all around are hating me and its just annoying, also people going behind my back. And apparently i have no room to talk. Like i did it on purpose. Yepp i meant to hurt everyone in the world. Good forbid i like one person. People are treating it like the end of the world. Gosh this is dumb. So wish i could just go away, far away...away from this stupid drama and crap and people. Just so stressed and busy and just blah......... | | |
| My life is soooo goood right now... Fork hasn't talked to me in a while. Chicken is not my friend. Slutty chicken and Chicken are back together...i am sooo happy for them. Ummmm, Pringles is like the best!!! omg...haha..
well not much to say right now. Volleyball is great. I am middle. My knees are broused and my elbows are skinned..they hurt so bad. but i asked for it. ummm we have pracitce so i always get to youth late but at least i am still going. all my games are on tuesdays and thursdays..haha!!! ummm, wednesdays are still funn. i love them. Fridays are still cafe' i love that too. I can't wait till spring break...its gonna be the trio the whole time....
Derek, Cait, and Me!!!!! whooo.... | | |
| So, I haven't been on Xanga for like ever.... so much crap is going on right now... Chicken is dated emotional Chicken and fork is being retard and calling me a slut and stuff all the time. O is still retarded. L is still his old self. Mash Potatoes and Shupe dog are dumb....as usual but i love them...fork is just dumb and is just gahhhhhh....but yeah like chicken needs to get his head straight. and only like 3 people understand what i am talking about...haha sorry..venting so no one will understand..haha..nighty night. | | |
| Hello, today i stayed home sick..eww..i still don't feel good, but the medicane helps. My throat hurts really bad. It sucks cause i wasn't aloud to go to practice, and i was not aloud to eat the delicious cookies my mother made. tear. So, I read this book called Just Listen. Omg!! That was the best book ever! I loved it<3 I could relate to it so much. It was just like me but different. Plus, I haven't got to a happy ending yet. But hey, i am only 14. Lifes so great right now. i am reading two other books by Sarah Dessen, Someone Like You and Keeping The Moon. Someone Like You is alot like Just Listen which i like alot...and Keeping The Moon is not as good as the others but i am going to keep reading and hope it gets better. This is the most i have read in..well forever. I never read and just yesterday i read 175 pages to finish Just Listen. It was so good. From 3:00 to 10:35 i read and it was amazing. I just took a couple breaks here and there. But omg that was the best book ever. I also like this book called Cut i read it earlier in the year. It is also really great. but not as good as Just Listen. Just Listen is about the girl named Annabel Greene. She is dealing with 2 sisters who hate eachother and one of them is dealing with a eating disorder. Also, she is dealing with her ex-best friend sohpie who thinks the annabel sleeped with her boyfriend. Now she has no friends cause she lost 2 of her other friends when she lost sohpie. She sits alone at lunch. then one day with a really bad occure with sohpie a stranger helps her. Owen Armstrong. The bully as she thinks at school. they become friends and much more. Read this book and she what actually happened between Sophies boyfriend and her. also read as her life unfolds and everything, is not what it seems. This is a really great book and i recremend it to anyone who wants a good book to read. This i believe can relate to anyone and everyone. It has normal teen drama and deals with alot of different things. Ahhh that was the best book ever!!! i can't wait to see what Sarah Dessen has in store next.
-Amanda Rose | | |
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